19. Täuschung
by Joseph Kidney
Surrendering and profit, what is meant
by yield—as when I turn my back to you
I have no need (not of you) to defend.
How did I become both halves of this con-
spiracy of persuasion? A breath comes
in and leaves depleted (yellow, or none,
or few). The you that is an I that frames
how one should think and feel a certain way
as if there were not a species of hope
so devastating because final, so
veiled like the moonlight which is full of sleep.
I am yielding again, like a summer’s fog
to foliage. Again like someone who
fished in a mirage and threw the catch back.